As you must've guessed: I like - no, LOVE - gothic and emo things. I think I would be considered both but I don't particularly like labels so...^^ Let's just stick wtih Ashley or Ira, kay? I'm fourteen and I'm not really having the time of my life. Like everyone says, high school is a total bitch. -__- And I've just recently realized how pathetic my friends - including myself - are...problem is I'm too "nice" of a person to tell it to their faces that I "no longer wish to associate with the likes of them". Yes, like I said, pathetic.
I just hope I can make some friends here. Oh, don't get me wrong. I have other friends - just others the ones I see everyday don't see on a regular basis. There's Roxaz (yes, that's his name) and he's IS like the brother I never had but always wanted. ^^ He's awesome to me! Loves to protect me and help me with my problems. Then there's John...where to start with him? John's...well, he doesn't like to show emotions. He think that if he does he'll harm those around him and he doesn't want a girlfriend for the same reason: because he doesn't want to hurt the girls feelings. And I LOVE the guy for Pete's sake! I think he feels the same way but just doesn't want to see it...and it's killing me. Every time we flirt and play around, it hurts my heart to know that he's just doing it for fun when I actually feel something...I just want to know if it would work out or not.
Anyhoo, I like different kinds of music - Emo, Goth, Metal, Rock, Punk, (sometimes) Country (when in Texas, what else you got?), and then there's the occasional hip-hop song (Stronger). One of my fav bands are AFI - they're fuckin' rock! There's also Fall Out Boy - Carpal Tunnel of Love or A Little Less Sixteen Candles A Little More "Touch Me", can't choose which - whose bassist is just plain semxy in my opinion. Pete Wentz, you are one sexy beast. Well, he doesn't compare to Davey Havok. ^^
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